http://www.rememberfred.com/ Dedicated to the memory of Frederick J. Scoville en-us Copyright 2009 Wed, 22 Apr 2009 16:01:18 -0600 http://www.sixapart.com/movabletype/ http://www.rssboard.org/rss-specification
It's been 3 years since I said goodbye to you... over e-mail. I wish I would have told everyone to just hold the phones so I could fly back up there and be by your side when they pulled the plug, but I just couldn't. I couldn't stand to feel so helpless again. Besides, that would be doing it for me, not you. You didn't deserve to suffer any more.

I was so filled with hope on April 8, 2006 when you came out of your Atavan induced coma. By the 19th though, I had realized the inevitable... you were not going to survive. The infection was too stong and your organs were shutting down. What a bunch of bullshit.

We still speak to each other in dreams, and I hope that cosmically, we really are communicating. I joked about it at first, but I think that there really is a part of you in your grandson Sam... he even looks like you. I don't think I'll ever get over the whole ordeal, but it gets easier each day. I miss you badly dad.  Talk to you again in my dreams.
]]> http://www.rememberfred.com/2009/04/3-years.html http://www.rememberfred.com/2009/04/3-years.html death feelings hope sam Wed, 22 Apr 2009 16:01:18 -0600 I think it's appropriate that my first post here is on Father's Day. It's been over two years since I lost you, but I promise that I will never forget you. I've finally got this blog set up properly to do just that. Starting this week I plan to post at least one update per week with either a photo, video, or story of you - to which friends and family can comment on. Happy Father's Day Dad, I love you. http://www.rememberfred.com/2008/06/happy-fathers-day-dad.html http://www.rememberfred.com/2008/06/happy-fathers-day-dad.html Father's Day 2008 fathers day Sun, 15 Jun 2008 10:20:20 -0600